Watching silver fabric blowing sideways as the party continues in the face of an impending storm. Savoring the warmth of comfort food and the solitude of a deserted patio, conversation backlit by a crowded dining room that feels miles away. Remembering how to lose and find myself in nuances of words. Seeing hidden colors. Singing along to pop music in a darkened theater. Perusing emptying shelves and contemplating the importance we place in certain objects over others. Preparing. Dreaming. Planning. Waiting. Walking through dark streets. Feeling the wind change.